At first look I'm one of that 7 milions -waking up in the morning for no reason, surrounded by people who say they love me, going to school, have friends. But if you look closely there's something special in me. not special, weird. It's like I'm shadow of the sun, like deep sea lost in it's own waves and I'm swiming without direction searching for a place to hide. I'm swallowed by the drakness. and the worst thing is that I like it.